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Yeah, yeah, okay, so basically
It was only me, near-fatally
Crashin' in the whip and they ain't think that there was savin' me
Crashin' off the shits because a cousin who was lacin' me
It's harder to forgive when I had trusted what he'd say to me
Mm, but shout the ones who prayed for me
I got up out the hospital and I was movin' gracefully
Emotionally vulnerable, but still, I had no hate in me
Until I thought I loved a bitch and found out she was playin' me (Hm, fuckin' bitch)
You introduced me to the hate again, you fuckin' demon
I let you change me, made me think that every bitch is schemin'
Now, every bitch that say, "I love you" don't really mean it
And now, I can't say I trust you even if you is family
Devil playin' his cards, steady tryin' to damn me
But, I worked too hard, God know I ain't done here
And now, you know my reason why, to me, it's "Fuck Xannys"
They was prayin' on the moment that I plummet
They just slowin' down my journey to the summit, uh
You the reason why I'm movin' even stronger
I always rise above it
Near-fatally, sa-savin' me
Cousin who was lacin' me
Trus-trusted what he'd say to me
Okay, so basically
It was only me, near-fatally
Crashin' in the whip and they ain't think that there was savin' me
Crashin' off the shits because a cousin who was lacin' me
It's harder to forgive when I had trusted what he'd say to me
Mm, but shout the ones who prayed for me
I got up out the hospital and I was movin' gracefully
Emotionally vulnerable, but still, I had no hate in me
Until I thought I loved a bitch and found out she was playin' me
I was full of positive energy
I was still in the middle of recovery
I wanted you out of my memory
Ju-just like that fuckin' Fentany-y-y-y-y' did to me
It be some bummy motherfuckers too scared to give me apologies
I don't want hate in my heart, but they made it cold
I had to put it in my music, get it off my chest, truth be told