My Own Way

It doesn’t get better

You just forget how it hurts

Until you realise how much you’ve lost

And what it’s worth

I’m just trying to get by in my own way

Keep my hands to myself

Resist the urge to

When she walks by

I lose myself sometimes

I feel nothing but everything at the same time

I’m counting your glances

Your words and advancements

And my face feels so numb

Tried to glue my features back on

I’m just trying to get by in my own way

Keep my hands to myself

Resist the urge to

When she walks by

I lose myself sometimes

I feel nothing but everything at the same time

Your head rests in other beds

I dream of you when your lying next to me

My soul sinks from your lack of empathy

And I think you like to watch

This room burning holes in my heart

I’m just trying to get by in my own way

Keep my hands to myself

Resist the urge to

When she walks by

I lose myself sometimes

I feel nothing but everything at the same time