Doves

Reminiscing memories…..,thinking on way back

Eager to clean cash, & get my own strap

Block on smash they had em fiendin for crack

Before Fat Joe was making em lean back

Timid young teen became the man he needed be

Claim they the realest but they see through, saline

Plenty people caught strays chasing these street dreams

Whole team divided on how to make cream

Off the bench to the coach…..lead like an honor role

Actions based off emotions is sinking the whole boat

Take time to analyze…..assess then approach

Be your worst critic…..kuz I do it the most

Left the game so long, couldn't eye it with a thumb

Til I copped scales, since then forest gump run

Broke bread with niggas when I ain't even have funds

Ain't invited to this feast….less you ready for red rum

All my life, I've had to fight

With these demons tucked in at night

All my scars came from close ties

Only one left standing with my gun high

Rest in peace, lost one's in the sky

Nights couldn't sleep, & tears done cried

Life will be gone ina matter of time

On My Job, til those doves cry

Nothing personal, but you fuck with the opposition

Not about to leave that to chance or second guessing

Concealed along with the weapons, ain't no half steepin

bring power to Connecticut like 50 is directing

Everybodies gangsta til they laid on a stretcher

Bury you Paul bearers…..undertaker…..get the picture

Life far from fiction…..disappear ina whisper

false your depiction.....so don't put the clips up

You ain't ever have to survive those top tiers

Calls denied, family & friends don't care

Energy shifty, people ain't who they appear

Clear I'm here make a stand on what you fear

Banging on them tables when we waiting for chow

Kept it valid with your niggas even after you get out

Now you see goals as when, not a matter of how

Let me know now, to the grave hold it down

All my life, I've had to fight