51:50

They said we got something that can numb you now

Wasn't scared to start it but it dumbed me down

There's so many voices that it drowns you out

There's so many demons and there's no way out

Everybody switching up

I guess that's how it go now

Lie and say you there for me

I don't really know how

My brother said he cared bout me

Acting like a ghost now

That just goes to show

No one there when shit gon go down

I don't know what these people wanna know

I wish i could just stay on the low

But too many demons want my soul

If you've got a feeling all that type of shit you keep

I might explode from emotions that i keep inside of me

It feels like everything in my life must have something against me

I don't know why i deserve it

It's some shit i didn't see, no

51:50 they all think that i'm going crazy

They all say they hate that

But they're the ones who made me

24/7 i think of you it's on the daily

You don't wanna talk i can't guarantee your safety

51:50 they all think that i'm going crazy

They all say they hate that

But they're the ones who made me

24/7 i think of you it's on the daily

You don't wanna talk i can't guarantee your safety

I'm okay

I don't know if i'm up

If i'm awake, alive

As i'm so dead inside

If you've got a feeling all that type of shit you keep

I might explode from emotions that i keep inside of me

It feels like everything in my life must have something against me

I don't know why i deserve it

It's some shit i didn't see

They said we got something that can numb you now

Wasn't scared to start it but it dumbed me down

There's so many voices that it drowns you out

There's so many demons and there's no way out

Everybody switching up

I guess that's how it go now

Lie and say you there for me