Did I make my own crisis
Or was returning to him just part of the price
Silly to think that I'd suffice I guess
Even now I look past all the ways I felt worthless
Lovin myself is harder than hell
And I can't tell if it's working out so well
But I know I can say this for sure
I'm thankful that you came like snowfall
My flower still blooms now you melt away
I am shining like the sun
Cause I know I'll be one
To do it all while having fun
Just getting started, I'm not done
Though I know I was running running running
From my pride
But the moment I stopped
I breathed
I looked inside
All anxiety subsided
All the wrongs were finally righted
All of this divinely guided
Did you think I'd not notice
The things you did to hurt intentionally
You tried to get the best of me
And yet I still think
How in the world can I salvage us?
The only way out is
Lovin myself is harder than hell
And I can't tell if it's workin well at all
But I know I can say this for sure
I'm thankful that I'm headed towards letting go
My flower still blooms now you melt away
I am shining like the sun
Cause I know I'll be one
To do it all while having fun
Just getting started, I'm not done
Though I know I was running running running
From my pride
But the moment I stopped
I breathed
I looked inside
All anxiety subsided
All the wrongs were finally righted
All of this divinely guided
A new beginning
Never felt this way before
Thanks to you, boy
But mostly thanks to my hard work
I was running running running
But the moment I stopped and breathed
I was free