loVing mysElf

Did I make my own crisis

Or was returning to him just part of the price

Silly to think that I'd suffice I guess

Even now I look past all the ways I felt worthless

Lovin myself is harder than hell

And I can't tell if it's working out so well

But I know I can say this for sure

I'm thankful that you came like snowfall

My flower still blooms now you melt away

I am shining like the sun

Cause I know I'll be one

To do it all while having fun

Just getting started, I'm not done

Though I know I was running running running

From my pride

But the moment I stopped

I breathed

I looked inside

All anxiety subsided

All the wrongs were finally righted

All of this divinely guided

Did you think I'd not notice

The things you did to hurt intentionally

You tried to get the best of me

And yet I still think

How in the world can I salvage us?

The only way out is

Lovin myself is harder than hell

And I can't tell if it's workin well at all

But I know I can say this for sure

I'm thankful that I'm headed towards letting go

My flower still blooms now you melt away

I am shining like the sun

Cause I know I'll be one

To do it all while having fun

Just getting started, I'm not done

Though I know I was running running running

From my pride

But the moment I stopped

I breathed

I looked inside

All anxiety subsided

All the wrongs were finally righted

All of this divinely guided

A new beginning

Never felt this way before

Thanks to you, boy

But mostly thanks to my hard work

I was running running running

But the moment I stopped and breathed

I was free