They don't care
But i do
Mass market paperback
I wish i was like the rest
Think i'm never coming back
Can't change what happened
What a drag
Try to kill the empty feeling
Staring holes into the ceiling
Watercolors changing colors
I took too much
Now the color's bleeding
I don't wanna live like this anymore
Wake up with a pounding in my head
Like a door
But i can't forget
What i lost to the war
So i find relief where i can