viscus

A few steps in the backyard

With one foot at a time

Only rays of sunshine can be catching me off guard

The turning in my mind

Travels to my viscus with the stories before mine

All the homes that I've known

Are made to be falling apart

Are the sheds and castles

Created to be made from the start?

I get lost so deep inside me

In the start or in the ending

Last is my beginning

Full of life, but I'm starving

Over hills, overcrowding

I guess I thought the sunshine would

Be enough or something

The body is a temple

Am I worshiping too hard?

Praying with my eyes shut keeps me away from the lights

But sometimes, I'm so fragile

As if someone else's faith feels not like home at all?

All the signs that I know

Are starting to tear me apart

It'd be nice to grow old

Without being under attack

All this fear that I hold

Is building up layers of time

Can I just scream it all

Instead of it choking up my lungs?

Instead of it choking up my lungs?

Avoiding myself naked in the bath

Just to touch my body in the dark

I wanna find a place I feel alive

The beating of my heart

Is sure a place to start

Instead of me choking up and running

I get lost so deep inside me

In the start or in the ending (Avoiding myself naked in the bath)

Last is my beginning

Full of life, but I'm starving

Over hills, overcrowding (Avoiding myself naked in the bath)

Guess I thought the sunshine would

Be enough or something (Body in the—)

Instead of it choking up my lungs?

Instead of me choking up and running

There's so much wind