need to be alone

You said you're present but I miss you at the show

I'm smoking weed so I can cope with how you're gone

I really loved you, I just need to be alone

You make up reasons why you can't pick up the phone

One day you love me and the next you are a ghost

I lose my mental every time I see you post

You lose some respect every time I see you hoe

I'll never love again, my heart, it feels so cold

You at them parties but you tell me you at home

I don't know why I stay with you so unknown

You gave my hoodies back they smell like his cologne

Too much luggage in my bag, can't carry on

When I die, what will it say on my grave stone

Will I make it off this rap? I'll never know

Ain't nobody help me, got here on my own

I do this shit for my big sister, now she gone

She in the dirt I missed when she was on the phone

Now I'm older than she was, I feel so grown

I clean the cuts up on my wrist with acetone

I know I sinned a lot, I hope I can atone

What's the ending of this story? It's on you

Will I live or will I die? Tell me the truth

I'm speeding all up 95, don't gotta route

I pour my heart out every time I'm in the booth

I took too many pills, I think I'm gonna snooze