45

I got a 45 on the passenger seat

'Cause I can't figure out what happened to me

I'm at the bottom of a bottle

And I don't think I'm coming back this time

This is the end of the road

Wish I had somewhere to go

But I've already afflicted everybody I know

Tell my mama that I'm sorry

And I promise I ain't coming back this time

I ain't coming back

I'm at the bottom of this bottle

Still pushing it

Tell my mama that I'm sorry, all I did is 'cause her problems

Lord, I'm saying it still tomorrow

Bless my soul, forgive these hollows

All these dreams I've been erupting, constant pain I've had to borrow

I was drowning in my sorrows, sleepless nights a desperado

Days I prayed I hit the lotto, get more green than avocado

Man, they pull me through the dirt, dragged me longer than Byerdo

I was dreaming in this bimmer, woke up in a silverado

I know that I'm fuckin' it up

Someone just tell me to change

Know that I'm given, I'm stuck, feeling like I got nothing to gain

Feels like I'm falling down (falling down)

These demons all around (all around)

This cold revolver now, it's got me feeling calmer now

I did wrong in my past life

My girl still knows I'm not right

And I'm only looked at in a bad light

Only thing I get red is my last ride

Gonna change my ways, that's nice

Gunshots still sing like bagpipes

My whole life's been bad advice, and that's why

I got a 45 on the passenger seat

Tryna bottle up all these bad memories

I'm drinking like there's no tomorrow

'Cause I probably ain't coming back this time

And Hell, I know that it's wrong

Tell the world leave me alone

I can't keep pretending 'cause they already know

That I run away from problems

And he knows I ain't coming back this time

No, I ain't coming

Hey, you wanna read my bible daily, most my peers and rivals hate me

Feel like God has made His mind up, needs a hero, or I will change it

Feel my life is all so crazy, people often try to break me

I've been broken, I've been shattered, most these moments never matter

And I feel like, I wanna melt the shit with all the time I waste

And I've counting on this shit to change, but nothing seems to shake

Lord, I'm counting on your blessings, yet my day to day is stressing

How the fuck I give you answers when I do not know the questions?

I've been down and out of my ass again, someone give me faith

And I'm sorry that my past exists, I am not the same

I gotta apologize and move on, 'cause Lord knows I am wrong

I might burn in Hell for everything I've done

'Cause I'm lower now than I've ever been

And I can feel the pressure inside of me

And it's boiling up to the point now

Where I might snap, I mean violently

'Cause you try to judge without bein' here

Both sides you never tried to see

My pride, it might die with me, that's why

I got a 45 on the passenger seat

'Cause I can't figure out what happened to me

I'm at the bottom of a bottle

And I don't think I'm coming back this time

This is the end of the road

Wish I had somewhere to go

But I've already afflicted everybody I know

Tell my mama that I'm sorry

And I promise I ain't coming back this time

I got a 45 in the passenger seat

Tryna bottle up all these bad memories

I'm drinking like there's no tomorrow

'Cause I probably ain't coming back this time

And Hell, I know that it's wrong

Tell the world leave me alone

I can't keep pretending 'cause they already know

That I run away from problems

And he knows I ain't coming back this time