Lost

I don't wanna get back up again

It feels better staying down

On the cold hard ground

With no one around

I can feel the walls start closing in

And I'm not sure if i can begin to heal

I'm sick of hearing about how i'm supposed to feel

And I'm not really sure

If I've been here before

But I'm staying down here

But how did i get so lost

Lost

If I get back up again

It's just an act of pretend

I'm lost

I'm looking for a pathway in the night

But I'm filled up with doubt

Sticking to the wrong route

I'm about to tap out

I can feel the dark times falling in

I don't know if i ever will begin to heal

I'm sick of hearing about how I'm supposed to feel

And I'm not really sure

If I've been here before

But I'm staying down here

But how did i get so lost

Lost

If I get back up again

It's just an act of pretend

I'm lost

I'm lost

And I don't care how I'm supposed to feel

And in my head it feels so real

This is where I am

And I'm not getting up again