It Is Not Okay

I know it's all okay but right now it is not okay

I'm struggling like day-to-day

That bass I feel like 808

And heartbroken ceremonies be the session I write away

I pray to Yah like everyday but feel alone I'm doing great

It's very weird I feel okay but know I'm not okay

I feel alone and empty 'cause I know I need a better place

I'm running to you once again but not before it's after sin

The devil laughing and I'm quoting scriptures staying abstinence

I won't go back again this battle hard but I ain't having it

And no you can't do nothing for me physically just pray to Him

I know my place in Him, I'll go through fire for His name again

I'm not a slave again, I'll call His name and be okay again

I hurt someone that I love and honestly now they hurting me

Though it never was purposely, hoping this pain will set you free

'Cause if we aren't meant to be you still deserve the best of me

Even if you ain't next to, I love you, you ain't my enemy

Jesus always be comforting, music sound like I'm suffering

Hold on my life still buffering, 25 and I'm born again

Ain't a female I want again, open my heart for love again

Never want to do sin again, newer levels I'm entering

Secret sin I repent again, never want to do them again

How you love Him but loving sin, devilish like a pentagram

Doing it for the likes again, mind is stuck on the instagram

Follow them but I follow Him, giving Him all my heart again

Depression

Know I been through this

I can't do this

No I'm not losing

Depression

Know I been through this

I can't do this

No I'm not losing

I know it's all okay but right now it is not okay

I'm struggling like day-to-day

That bass I feel like 808

And heartbroken ceremonies be the session I write away

I pray to Yah like everyday but feel alone I'm doing great