Blame Game

Last night

I had a thought

There was a feeling

I thought I'd forgot

Gave me affection

But something was lost

Cus I didn't want it

Not at any cost

I met a man

A family friend

And I didn't think twice

Bout how I was dressed

He kept inching closer

So I sat on the fence

Cos I knew what was next

I knew I was next

I know

Just try not to judge

It's cause I felt bad

That's why I indulged

But now look what happened

I'm sat in disgust

With not him but me

No, not him but me

I wish I could cry about it

God help me cry about it

Ohhhh ahhhh ha ha ha ha

I should've fought this habit

Ages ago

So I blame myself

If not me, who else?

I'm anti-social

I deal with it alone

So I blame myself

If not me, who else?

Sadly

The story repeats

And I'm convinced now

The issue is me

Cause this time it's a girl (huh?)

And she don't wana leave

She's cooking me food

How sweet and nieve

She leans in

I don't pull away

Don't want her to feel bad

For another four days

As I stare at the ceiling

She's staring at me

Oh I hate this feeling

But don't know how to leave

I should've fought this habit

Ages ago

So I blame myself

If not me, who else?

I'm anti-social, I'll deal with it alone

So I blame myself

If not me, who else?

If you wanna blame yourself

You cannot, play the victim baby

If you wanna blame yourself

You can, I'll play the victim baby

If you wanna blame yourself

You cannot, play the victim baby

If you wanna blame yourself

You can, I'll play the victim baby

I should've fought this habit

Ages ago

So I blame myself

If not me, who else?

I'm anti-social

I deal with it alone

So I blame myself

If not me, who else?