If I'm Honest

I never understood the game

I didn't even wanna play

Nobody cares until you're famous

I'd rather be anonymous

I've already got more than enough

We all watch the world get stranger

Is life just some weird dream?

Twenty seconds in a primetime slot

Going viral for some dumb TikTok

There's nothing really nothing less I want

If I'm honest

I'm out here searching trying to find my gold

I'll never fit into your perfect mould

Won't be appearing on your late night shows

If i'm honest I'd be honoured but I don't want it

And maybe the answer isn't fame

What if we found a better way

A language of love to last a lifetime

But too many people want that drug

Is it real? or ever enough?

I keep on watching from the sidelines

Is life just some weird dream

Twenty seconds in a primetime slot

Or going viral for some dumb TikTok

There's nothing really nothing less I want

If I'm honest

I'm out here searching trying to find my gold

I'll never fit into your perfect mould

Won't be appearing on your late night shows

If I'm honest I'd be honoured but I don't want it

Wasting so much of our time just wondering what it's like

On the other side

But I think maybe there is nothing bigger than the lie

Of the other side

Is life just some weird dream

As crazy as it seems

It's hard for me to keep believing everything I see

When nothing seems to make any sense to me

Can't you see we keep believing everything they say

When half of it seems like insanity

Well I never understood the game

I didn't even wanna play

Cos nobody cares until you're famous