i'm not okay

I'm not okay

I keep fucking lying to myself, it's all the same

I can't figure out why I can't find someone to blame

Every single tear is wiped away, I never change

I never change

I'm not okay

I keep fucking lying to myself, it's all the same

I can't figure out why I can't find someone to blame

Every single tear is wiped away, I never change

I never change, I ne-ne-

I'm still the same as I've been and it's getting boring

I'm not okay but I guess it's really not important

I hold myself back, too scared of movin' on

I'm lyin' through my fucking teeth when I say nothin's wrong

There's nothing goin' on, I'm just too fucking shallow

I can't keep goin' on, afraid of my own shadow

It's every single day, too many fears to face

I just wanted you to know

I'm not okay

I keep fucking lying to myself, it's all the same

I can't figure out why I can't find someone to blame

Every single tear is wiped away, I never change

I never change

I'm not okay

I keep fucking lying to myself, it's all the same

I can't figure out why I can't find someone to blame

Every single tear is wiped away, I never change

I never change, I ne-ne-

Yeah, tryna find beauty in this pain

Tired of feelin' blue and seeing rain

Need to find a way to rearrange

Always keep on sayin' I'ma change, right

Thought that I would've been better by now

Part of me's stuck and it's pullin' me down

I wanted to change but I didn't know how

So why can't I get out the way?

All the things that I wanted to say

Let me go and forget my name

My name

I'm not okay

I keep fucking lying to myself, it's all the same

I can't figure out why I can't find someone to blame

Every single tear is wiped away, I never change

I never change

I'm not okay

I keep fucking lying to myself, it's all the same

I can't figure out why I can't find someone to blame

Every single tear is wiped away, I never change

I never change, I ne-ne-