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I love you and the thought of losing you
Is scaring me, every days a struggle
But I'm getting through it barely
I feel so lost without you
I miss you both terribly
Daddy can't stop crying
So daddy started therapy
I ain't heard your voice in weeks
Feelin' like I'm going mad
They think I don't deserve you
And that you don't need a dad
But that's just how the system works
So I been hurting bad
I'm trying to stay positive
But Daddy's really sad
Me and mama love you both
You shouldn't have to pick a side
Kids are not a family asset
You can argue and divide
Mama found it hard to love me
But I know she really tried
I think she took daddy granted
And the life that I provide
But Now I'm not aloud to see you
And it's killing me inside
I've been asking for a phone call
But access is denied
Got a smile on my face
That I wear as a disguise
But my heart is broken
I just want to hug my lil guys
No matter where we go from here
No matter what it is you hear
I just want to make it clear
Your daddy loves ya
Feels like you left so long ago
Please believe your not alone
I just hope you always know
Your daddy loves ya
Now it's been forty five days
Since I held your little hand
I hope when you get older
That you both'll understand
That I love you
I'v been working hard since it all began
Just to see you both again
I'm doing everything I can
But daddy's feeling hopeless
I don't know what else to do
All these lawyers want my money
All I care about is you
Felt like giving up so many times
But daddy's pulling though
I think about you constantly
And if you only knew
How many nights I stayed awake
Crying all alone
Looking at pictures of you
While these tears are drying on my phone
I wonder where you are right now
And how much you have grown
I know you need your daddy
This is all I've ever known
And your Oma's really sad
I can see it in her eyes
That she misses you as much as me
I hope you realize
That the smile on my face
I just wear as a disguise
Cause my heart is broken
I just want to see my lil guys
No matter where we go from here
No matter what it is you hear
I just want to make it clear
Your daddy loves ya
Feels like you left so long ago
Please believe your not alone
I just hope you always know
Your daddy loves ya