why do i exist

Pale lips

Bags under my eyes

Alone after midnight

Too numb to cry

No friends

At least, I can pretend

That everyone loves me

Except that's a lie

What happens when I die?

Will people take their time

Shedding their tears

Or did I waste all my years?

What happens if I stay?

No, I promise I'll be okay

'Cause life can get hard

And it tears me apart

Bruises

Wounds behind my back

From people who stabbed me

With hate in their eyes

I'm over

Because I'm a loner

My pain is my closure

Why do I exist?