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I've been fighting myself
Young, dumb, having fun
Wasn't trying to delve real deep
To the seed
To the root
Had to branch out
Had to move like Groot
Tried to take the Rocket
Too impatient for the stairs
Looking back realize
What we was chasing it was air
Round table inner demons
It be Jason in the chair
Freddy in the chair
All my insecurities were hidden in the lair
It meant everything but I pretend I didn't care
Tried to fit in I was so unprepared
You know what it's like when you fight back tears
When you finally cry out for help
But nobody hears
And Your body bears
The weight of the world on your shoulders
The dreams that they sold us
Were merely illusions
The game chose me I
Didn't have to choose it
This is for the little bit of hope
When you losing
Hold up, yeah, let me tell 'em
I've been bending my intentions in wicked directions
Hiding my intent in tents
My innocence dying in a sense
Soul divided
My eyes growing dull they blinded
I wonder why?
I'm fighting and fighting my demons and feelings
I'm tryna defeat 'em
Or maybe just trying to feed 'em?
I'm deep in the heart of war
I can't take that many more rounds
Getting pounded
And I'm down for the count and
I don't know if I will rise from the ground
(Man you gotta have have faith
You ain't gotta keep that frown)
From my face, can I take it off?
(Please take it off and then call on the Lord
He will never let you fall)
Is he really gonna save me from my situation?
(Yes)
Even though I'm the one that got me in this
(Mess)
Oh that's really good hear
Lord please save me from my sins