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God I survived this year but barely
I am standing but my spirit is tired
I need You right here with me tonight
This year broke me in places nobody saw
I smiled in rooms while my heart was falling apart
I fought silent battles that tried to take me out
I loved people who walked away without looking back
I carried pain that changed the way I breathe
I held myself together while losing myself inside
God I am tired of bleeding in the dark
I need You to touch the parts of me I hid from myself
I cannot keep carrying the same wounds from yesterday
I cannot keep dragging pain into a place You want to heal
Take the weight off my chest
Take the heaviness off my spirit
Heal me where I hurt the most
Heal me at midnight
I cannot carry this pain into another day
What broke me before will not follow me into my next season
God breathe on the pieces I have been trying to fix alone
If You stay with me
I will walk into tomorrow whole and not numb
Heal me at midnight
Everything that drained me today
I release it now
Hold my heart until it stops running from Your peace
Meet me at midnight
Make me new again
I wasted prayers on people You were removing
I tried to fix connections You already closed
I begged for love from places You never sent
I kept opening doors You locked for my protection
I kept fighting battles that were not mine to fight
I kept pouring out until nothing was left in me
But You kept holding the pieces I dropped
You kept rebuilding the version of me I forgot was real
Take the fear out of me
Take the shame out of me
Take the memories that still hurt to touch
If breaking me was part of becoming
Then rebuild me into the person You designed from the start
Heal me at midnight
I cannot carry this pain into another day
What broke me before will not follow me into my next season