Unconscious (I'm Not Here)

I left the fridge door open

Phone in the sink again

Replying to your last message

But the text thread never sends

Coffee on the counter cooling

Keys in the microwave

Every move a quiet question

Did I sleep through yesterday?

I'm moving like I'm unconscious

Eyes open but I'm not here

Talking like I'm on autopilot

Who's steering this souvenir?

If I wake up in your doorway

Will you tell me what I missed?

'Cause I'm moving like I'm unconscious

Half a ghost in my own skin

You say I laughed in my dreaming

Called out a stranger's name

I try to trace it on paper

But the letters melt away

Mirror shows a worn-out version

Smudged mascara

Crooked grin

I keep flipping all the light switches

Still can't find the switch within

I'm moving like I'm unconscious

Eyes open but I'm not here

Talking like I'm on autopilot

Who's steering this souvenir?

If I wake up in your doorway

Will you tell me what I missed?

'Cause I'm moving like I'm unconscious

Half a ghost in my own skin

Count the cracks

On the ceiling

Hear my heart

But no feeling

If you call

Will I notice?

Or just nod

And stay wordless

I'm moving like I'm unconscious

Eyes open but I'm not here

Talking like I'm on autopilot

Who's steering this souvenir?

If I wake up in your doorway

Will you tell me what I missed?

'Cause I'm moving like I'm unconscious

Half a ghost in my own skin