Lonely

I open up my eyes

But I still feel like I'm sleeping

This room's a little darker

Ever since you stopped believing

I don't check my phone no more

Cause no one ever writes

And if they do, it's fake concern

Disappear by night

I feel so lonely

Even when the sun comes up, it's cold

I sit with all my thoughts and they just

Talk too loud to hold

I feel so lonely

Like I was born to be unseen

Wish someone saw the version of me

I keep in between

My guitar knows all my secrets

Every string has heard me cry

If I vanished in a minute

Would they even wonder why

I wear a smile when I have to

It never fits my face

I laugh so they won't notice

That I don't feel okay

I feel so lonely

Even when the sky is painted blue

It don't change the way the air feels

When there's no one next to you

I feel so lonely

I don't even say a word

Cause what's the point in speaking if no

One hears it heard

It's not just being alone

It's the way I disappear

Like I'm fading from the world

But I'm still standing here

I feel so lonely

And I don't know how to stay

I'm tired of pretending that I'm fine

Another day

I feel so lonely

Like a ghost inside my skin

And I just want somebody

To let me feel again

I don't wanna be forgotten

But I already feel like I am