Liquor Bottle (Ugly Monster 2)

He went from under my bed to living inside my head

I kindly asked him to leave, I tried, I pleaded, and I begged

He takes control when I'm weak, he always knows when I'm scared

He comes and goes as he please, and that's the part that I dread

There's nowhere to run, no place for me to hide

I even tried to kill him, but he just won't die

Lord, I'm so tired and I just want five

Minutes of silence inside of my mind

His voice getting loud, I'm buying into his lies

Dimming my light every time when I shine

There's no more tears left for me to cry

Just one more drink and everything will be fine

The monster that's in my head, I think he's out of control

He hates the light that I shine, he wants the darkness to grow

But on them nights when it's cold, nothing comforts my soul

Like the poison in that liquor bottle

Lately I've been tired, uninspired, wanna give up

Them negative thoughts seep in, they wanna kill us

Nothing soothes like a pint of booze, cup filled up

Show me how much you love me, one more shot, is it this much?

That monster lives in my head rent free

Accompanied by the Hennessy, company for the misery

Runs in the family, alcoholics for centuries

Drug addicts, the epitome, we all are clinically

Sick, and they say God is the remedy

Been screaming out for him, but feeling like he ain't hearing me

Feel uneasy, wasn't ready for this

Lord, help me kill this monster that I'm wrestling with

He dimming my light, he hate when the fire is lit

He get excited at the thought of seeing me slicing my wrist

Feed me lies like it's better if I didn't exist

I gotta kill him, swear I cannot live my life like this, fuck

There's nowhere to run, no place for me to hide

I even tried to kill him, but he just won't die

Lord, I'm so tired and I just want five

Minutes of silence inside of my mind

His voice getting loud, I'm buying into his lies

Dimming my light every time when I shine

There's no more tears left for me to cry