Tug Of War

My patience thin

This here for real nigga's only

You can't get in

I just saw one of my homies

He tried to vent

The shit he told me just broke me It got me bent

And I know some nigga's still owe Me wonder where they went

I still remember my first car It had A dent

My first album I ever bought was 50 cent's

I had two jobs but it still was hard

Just to pay my rent

I've seen so much on my momma

By the age of 10

Can't take a guess because I don't Know how much I done spent

Don't make me flex I might make You feel like less of a man

My momma still don't know what happened to her pots and pans

I told my pop I might give up Rapping he said I can't

Ronnie called me in Florida

He was getting drunk right by the sand

I just talked to my daughter it feel so good to make these plans

She not afraid she just hop on Stage and show the world she can Dance

I love how she's so brave I'm really her number one fan

You can do whatever you wanna do as long as you really try

Just don't be a fool and just stay on Your grind and make sure you Don't waste no time

If you wanna die or wanna be alive You better make up your mind

I done got back doored by the Same one's I had love for

When you go back and forth with Your day one's it's like tug of war

I done got back doored by the Same one's I shed blood for

When you go back and forth with Your day one's It's like tug of war

My patience thin

This here for real nigga's only

You can't get in

I just saw one of my homies

He tried to vent

The shit he told me just broke me It got me bent

And I know some nigga's still owe Me wonder where they went

I still remember my first car It had A dent

My first album I ever bought was 50 cent's

I had two jobs but it still was hard

Just to pay my rent

I've seen so much on my momma

By the age of 10

I don't want no associates I don't Even want no Friends

I was broke as a joke ain't have no Money for me to spend

Freestyling on all these songs I Might go wrong if I use a pen

Can't believe Leon still gone wish He had a clone or he had a twin

I can't even close my eyes

Every time I do I swear I think About you and I think about the Night you died

I just bought a pair of shoes but I Thought about you swear to God You always cross my mind

And to tell you the truth I be Blaming me too that's why all that I do is get high

Even though it don't make me feel Better

I be still waiting on the devil

I remember really making cheddar

With just a lawnmower and a Shovel

Ain't nobody give me nothing Everything I got I had to work for It and I earned it

Just because you on a different Budget that don't mean your Lifestyle perfect

My patience thin

This here for real nigga's only

You can't get in

I just saw one of my homies

He tried to vent

The shit he told me just broke me It got me bent

And I know some nigga's still owe Me wonder where they went

I still remember my first car It had A dent

My first album I ever bought was 50 cent's

I had two jobs but it still was hard

Just to pay my rent

I've seen so much on my momma

By the age of 10