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I remember nights sleeping awake
Ceiling fan spinning, thoughts circling space
You told me slow down, said I dream too loud
So I learned how to nod while I tuned you out
I was running on hope and adrenaline
Living off promises I kept telling myself again
I wore all the pressure like it was fine
Funny how cracks show when you're running out of time
I got lost trying to quiet my head
Too self-aware to sleep, but still in bed
I reached for escape just to feel okay
Turns out numbing the pain just taught it to stay
I was drifting, drifting in my head
Seeing stars just to feel instead
I was drifting, drifting way too far
Lost in space, yeah, chasing stars
Now I'm back down, back down on my feet
I'm onto me, yeah, I'm onto me
Yeah, I'm back down, back down on my feet
I'm onto me, yeah, I'm onto me
I disappeared, nobody checked
Guess being quiet makes you easy to forget
I learned who stays when the lights go out
And who only loved me when I was down
I used to confuse being lost with being free
Thought chaos was something that looked like me
Now peace feels strange but it fits just right
But chasing storms make you feel alive
I don't drift where I lose my sense
I don't romanticize the damage
I survived nights I don't even say
That's why I move this way
I was drifting, drifting in my head
Seeing stars just to feel instead
I was drifting, drifting way too far
Lost in space, yeah, chasing stars
Now I'm back down, back down on my feet
I'm onto me, yeah, I'm onto me
Yeah, I'm back down, back down on my feet
I'm onto me, yeah, I'm onto me
I don't hate who I used to be
He made mistakes so I could leave
I stopped searching the sky for proof —
I'm standing here now