Codependent

So self-aware, I hyper-fixate on you

Pretend I'm fine but you're ripping me in two

When your hair falls down your neck, I feel undone

Then I wake up in your bed, obsessions won

I'm so confused, I talked to my therapist

I'm on the edge but don't care about the mess

When I'm waiting for your call, I feel so numb

I only see you in my shirt, obsessions won

You strip me back to basics

Then I forget names and faces

Why'd you gotta look at me like that?

Rehearse till it feels like instinct

Replicate how you say things

Why'd you gotta look at me like that?

Can't fixate on anything but you

Complicate every bit of truth

I'm codependent and it's not fair

Lost in my bedroom when you're not there

It's so intense, I hyper-relate to you

You're in my head, my body's been craving you

And it never goes away

Stuck underneath

No control inside my brain

What's wrong with me?

You make my head go fuzzy

And I complicate the story

Why'd you gotta look at me like that?

I wish that I could hate you

Impossible to find a way to

Why'd you gotta look at me like that?

Can't fixate on anything but you

Complicate every bit of truth

I'm codependent and it's not fair

Lost in my bedroom when you're not there

Everything's much bigger than it needs to be

'Cause I could ruin everything in five, four, three

Tryna reach the pedals so we break so hard

Yeah, I can make us stop before we even start

Can't fixate on anything but you

Complicate every bit of truth

I'm codependent and it's not fair

Lost in my bedroom when you're not there

Can't fixate on anything but you

Complicate every bit of truth

I'm codependent and it's not fair

Lost in my bedroom when you're not there