Learn to Love the Lie (Holiday Special Live)

I wish it was just another dayAnother ordinary, nothing extraordinary,Just a boring Sunday morningWhen doing nothing's the only something we've got plannedBut not todayWere falling apart and its showing that werebasically just trapped in captivityWishing our way outJust Let me cross my fingers behind my backand I'll swear on anything you want me to after thatI've heard that if I cross my heart then I'd have to dieIf you don't want to say goodbyethen I guess you'll have to learn to love the lieYou and me,. we're really nothing but enemies

pretending were not meant to beI don't want to be the one to stayI don't want to be the one that got awayAnd if I'm being honest, you couldn't get rid of me anywayI don't want to be the one to stayWhat the hell? For heavens sakeI don't want to be the one that got awayIf Massachusetts had a loyaltyI hope it wouldn't choose you over meAnd if you're wondering what keeps me up at nightIts thinking that you might be right

You and me, we're really nothing but enemies

pretending that's exactly how its supposed to be

You can say what you want about me

The old me would not apologize

You can do what you want without meIf only I could keep us from collidingOver analyzing every move we makeWe think were just surviving but slowly we were dyinguntil the rattle somehow brings us back to lifeSo lets learn to love the lie