Chroma Within The Nuance Solid (Instrumenal Version)

I keep comparing you to me

I see what I cannot be

I don't know how to break the cycle

It's vicious and it hurts yeah I know

I don't know what to do about that

It kinda gets me to clap back

Be better than myself before that

At the same time, I can't control it

I know I'm faded, I know, but hey, fuck it

I know I'm faded 'cause I follow the same instructions

Afternoon walk right home after college

Look at the people that have a better life than I know

While wonderin' what I'm doin' here

Get home, go straight up to my little collection of unknowns

Really thinkin' bout takin the whole lot

Ain't no time for second-guessin'

Just get down and get to business, oh

I didn't come to rebel

I came to fit into hell

That's why I wear this shit

Big boots and black jackets, yeah this is not punk

I'm not punk I'm a scumbag

I'm something, not nothing I'm alright

With bein' a statistic 'cause I deserve it

I bitch but realistically I'm just yearnin'

For somethin' to burn me give me reason to feel

Outside my mouth burnin' heal from the spill

Alcohol on my breath I'm ready to be your kill

'Cause I'm done it's not fun thinkin' that I'm real

I quite like it back here

I don't have to worry about me

And as it happens I can come here whenever I please

I don't like to fight or cry

But I do the latter I do and it's a pain

Who would guess? Not me

I don't see the point in crying out

There's no one there, I'm lonely

'Cause I said I'm all I need

Why me? You brought this on yourself your misery

I'm not that bad, but I hate it here

I'm under lock and key and goin' mad