The Shadow That Looms O'er My Heart

What is it lately?

I can't get out of bed

Can't stop saying

That everything good is dead

Where did you go

My blue-green arrow

My sweet singing sparrow

With your anti-lullaby

With your claws scraping off the shadow

The shadow that looms o'er my heart

Dear darkroom

I needed you in middle school

To build up the endless tetrises

To caress so many idle breasts

To get lost in your thoughts with my hands on your head

With your feet at my Head, with your knees on my chest

And now I can't see past it

An everlasting malaise

A darkness

Unless I can flip

The lightswitch

Let the light flood in

Let the light flood in

Let the light flood in

Let the light flood in

Let it shine all in

Let the bright sun in

Let it blind me and

Let the fight begin