Mess to Fix

How can you disregard

The feelings that I have

You throw up your guard and play the cards

The ones you know make me sad

All the things that you said

That we did

I just can't seem to forget

Was it it my fault

After all

You know I've got a guilty soul

So many songs that I wrote

You'll probably never know

And I despair, you never cared

When I say your name I struggle not to choke

It's like we lived

A whole life

But you donned some toxic disguise

When you were

in my arms

It's as if the whole world just stopped

He's in his room callin some girl

Talkin 80's rock and roll

And I'm still here talkin to you

You refuse to note a thing I do

Now that we're done

You use my feelings

To make me feel numb

Now the break in my heart

Bleeds with the blood

Running down your wrists

And I struggle to forget

And accept it was never my mess to fix

I'll always struggle to forget

And accept you were never my mess to fix