Hey Jane

maybe this is a blessing in disguise and not a regret

look jane, it's your choice at the end of the day

just know i'll support either way, no pressure

hey t, we got the news and i forgot how to breathe

In a panic you was comforting me

damn, what do we do? what are the odds, is this really true?

if it was bound to happen to me i'm lucky it's you

hey t, ya legs long and ya waist thin,

and we can both relate to the fact we got great skin,

you're not dumb, and your energy is a good mood,

a lil weird but overall you're a good dude

hey t, how would you feel if we kept it a secret

it's a voice inside me begging to keep it

i'm 35, and my ovaries might not reset

i don't wanna live my whole life feeling regret

damn, a feeling you could never understand (I can)

you just hope to god i get my period again

i was 24 when... look

i don't wanna go through that experience again

hey t, things happen, no one is wrong

but i don't need the stress, i can do this alone

My mom did it, ya mom did it, this ain't a pride thing,

this a more i'd prefer to have peace of mind thing

i got my own bread i don't need you to buy things

cause my needs don't include your money or status

i can move back to london and avoid any static

between us, no need to make it hard like callous

It's too much on your palate, this is really traumatic

for me, i can raise it by myself i'm dramatic

you see, pushing people out my life is a habit i seethe,

can you crack a window so i can breathe?

hey t, i'm scared too,

it was so hard for me to tell you

to tell truth, i ain't wanna tell me

i look in the mirror like damn i failed me

i'm scared to tell my momma, scared to tell my bitches

scared of all the people who don't know us in our business

scared of all the advice and my intuition

scared of not knowing but too scared to make decisions

said i wouldn't do this again

it's a lose if I lose lil bruh in the end

it's a lose lose if i lose you as a friend

i've been losing myself, it ain't no one to defend me

i got a mini version of myself living in me

you pulling out your hair, i walk around in a frenzy

i'm feeling the resentment anytime you get near me

my body has a clock and i don't know where the end be

emotions is throwing around like a frisbee

my titties getting bigger and I'm craving a ten piece!

t, no matter the decision today

i just want us to be cool either way no pressure