On Me

I've been holding too much, I know

Tryna carry it all on my own

I've been overthinking every step I take

Tryna calculate every move I make

If it don't go right, then it's on me

That's the weight I've been living underneath

Tryna be strong, I don't ever show it

Smile on my face, but my mind keep going

Every little thing turn heavy quick

I don't even know how I carry this

I've been trying control it

Every outcome, every moment

But I'm tired of holding

Everything that's not mine

I don't gotta put it on me

I can lay it at Your feet

All the weight I've been carrying

You've been telling me to leave

I don't gotta hold it tightly

I can finally let it be

I was never meant to carry

Everything that's on me

I've been running like it's all on my back

Every problem, I'm the one that react

If it fall apart, I take that hit

Like it's all my fault, I wear that guilt

But You never told me live like this

Never told me carry all that weight

I've been acting like it's all on me

When You said You'd make a way

I've been trying control it

Every outcome, every moment

But I'm tired of holding

Everything that's not mine

I don't gotta put it on me

I can lay it at Your feet

All the weight I've been carrying

You've been telling me to leave

I don't gotta hold it tightly

I can finally let it be

I was never meant to carry

Everything that's on me

I thought pressure made me stronger

But it only pulled me under

You've been there the whole time

Telling me to let go

I don't gotta put it on me

I can lay it at Your feet

All the weight I've been carrying

You've been telling me to leave