I Dropped A Project

I dropped a project I loved for the world to see, now I hate it

I thought there'd be something more

Now my morals are running adjacent

It's funny becoming a patient has given me plenty of patience

I'm sorry I'm vacant, the meds that I'm on

Fading away like a soft summer fog

And I don't know why I keep falling away

With my head in my hand and my heart on my plate

And this money don't grow when I water the bank

I been writing so long, I don't know what to say

When I'm not at the mic I don't feel I'm enough

Anxious as fuck and I'm looking for luck

When I see her, I'll tell her I just need a cup

This cake that I'm baking is bigger than us

She was the person with cursive on all of her binders

And pages she kept

I am the person, the reason she wrote all the words

That she did when she left

I thought it was worth it but now I'm debt

I ended deserted, the things I defend

The things in my head

Things that I said

The people I hurt

I'm better off dead

I'm sorry I said it, but fuck it man

That's how I feel

A couple more singles, I'm getting a deal

A couple more women is losing appeal

I ain't sleeping too much, I'ma carry my shield

Let me bury myself if I stop being me

Just imagine the things that you're not gonna see

The trauma I carry, the cop in the street

Got an eighth in the bag but it's not what it seems

I dropped a project I loved for the world to see, now I hate it

I thought there'd be something more

Now my morals are running adjacent

It's funny becoming a patient has given me plenty of patience

I'm sorry I'm vacant, the meds that I'm on

Fading away like a soft summer fog

Hello doctor, hello copper

I was messy and she was proper

The helicopters are getting close

I hear the sirens

Did you like the show

Won't you let me go