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The voices say Im broken
But they sound like poetry when they scream
I wake up electric veins humming like live wires
Words pouring out faster than I can catch fire
I paint the walls with ideas no one asked for
Then crash so hard the silence hurts more
They call it drama say calm down girl
Like my brains a tantrum not a storm unfurled
Pills promise quiet but they mute the color
Leave me grey and grateful and feeling duller
Doctors scribble hysterical like its nineteen fifty again
Women with fire in their heads get locked in the pen
I swallow the labels taste metal and shame
But the spark wont die it just changes its name
Madness muse tearing through my skin
Highs that lift me where the angels sin
Lows that bury me but I dig back in
This chaos crafts the art I live within
Sad so sad the weight of being seen
As too much too loud too in-between
But madness muse youre the only thing
That turns my breaking into something
Nights I chase the high like its salvation
Write songs at four am no hesitation
Then the fall hits quiet like a door slammed shut
Cant move cant speak just stare at the cuts
Friends drift when the episodes linger
Call it attention but its a middle finger
On the trigger of my own minds war
Women like me learn to hide the score
What if the wires crossed are the map to the stars
What if the breakdowns build cathedrals from scars
I used to beg for steady for normal for peace
Now I see the madness never released
It just waited for me to stop running away
Madness muse yeah youre my cruelest friend
You burn me alive but you help me mend
Highs paint the sky lows carve the end
But every fracture lets the light bend in
Im not fixed not tame not better now
Im just a woman who learned to bow
To the storm inside let it howl and create and cry
Madness muse this is my fate