SecondsOfPeace!!!

Already running out of breath

Let's keep up these talks about death

Those mass numbers still fresh

Niggas be tearing others' flesh

Strike me a cadence, no butchering

I ain't the one to be ushering

I be running and running with a bunch of nothing

Cause I'm juggling all the things I need to be recovering

And yea I be struggling but you ain't meant to know that now

I know there's too much I allow

This ain't the first and last time I drown

Who will the one to hold me down?

I ain't just thinking about that gown

Maybe I shouldn't stay in this town

Spend everything that binds me

This world ain't how it seemed to be

Only getting seconds of peace

Our family already broken this don't bring us ease

Just ask the troubled ones in the Middle East

Sneaky pigs always in the scene

They think they trying to clean the streets

Make it all white, they don't like when it's dark

They rather make us embark

All the screams lost they meaning, to them it's just bark

To this day, I still pray, give it a few more years

There's many like him he ain't even the worst

It's making me sick, that he will stay at work

And everything he wants he gets, that's for sure

Cause everything for him just works

I can't fucking understand how, it just hurts

It's always about looks you don't know

Sorry to say but not all of us are slow

And one day we won't watch that hunger grow

Rest ain't ever been easy

Rest ain't ever

Rest ain't ever been this easy

Rest ain't been this easy

I've been taking this new but common hike nervously

Can't even bother to put anybody on

Ain't shit change but the factors

I'm growing up all the same, still lost

Still familiar with the loss

Still grasping the idea of a casualty

So casually living while you I'm missing

And I for one still reminiscing