decaying at 18

This is the end of it all

You won't ever see me again in this town

Chaining cigarettes and the pills are hard to swallow

Might be dead tomorrow

Decaying at 18, I guess I'm growing up

This is the end of it all

You won't ever see me again in this town

Chaining cigarettes and the pills are hard to swallow

Might be dead tomorrow

Decaying at 18, I guess I'm growing up

Say your goodbyes, it's too late

Everyone is having the time of their lives

Something unpredictable drives me insane

Thought of being out on my own

All alone in this fucking dreadful place

Decaying at 18

No one can save me

We're all decaying at 18

I hope you erase me

I've been dying at a fast pace

Blowing ash into my lungs like I'm an ashtray

Tame the light I don't wanna stay inside alone

Tonight's the night that I love you like there's nothing wrong

This is the end of it all (yeah, haha)

You won't ever see me again in this town

Chaining cigarettes and the pills are hard to swallow

Might be dead tomorrow

Decaying at 18, I guess I'm growing up

This is the end of it all

You won't ever see me again in this town

Chaining cigarettes and the pills are hard to swallow

Might be dead tomorrow

Decaying at 18, I guess I'm-

Haha

I struggle at 18 to find my place

Feels like the walls are getting closer and I'm losing space

To spread my wings and fly away

I always sing to hide my pain (stop)

Kicking it back like karate, ayy

Why you remind me?

Love every day that the time flies

Numbing the feelings inside me

Supachefm, shinigami

Rolling up rainbow and palm leaves

Young and I flex in the limelight

If you don't like it then come find me

You can hide inside the places I

Never look, always keeping your face in mind

Is it all just bad luck?

Think I'm decaying from the drugs at 18