no goodbye

I got the call that I never expected

She said that you had left us and were not coming home again

Fell to my knees at the feeling of desolation

My life was changing at the space that you left us with

Five years and answerless

I hold my breath for evidence

That was never promised

And there's no going back

I hear the sound of trains as they pass

It breaks my heart at the seam

That we would be left this way

I cannot believe

You had to be taken away

I got the car and we drove through the night (I felt)

My heart was heavy but was broken inside

I needed someone to hold me, console me and help me through

The pain of no goodbye

I wanna say that I miss you

Miss you everyday

I wanna say that I miss you

Miss you every

It breaks my heart at the seam

That we would be left this way

I cannot believe

You had to be taken away