God, I’m Not Okay but I’m Still Here

I've been waking up with worries sitting on my chest,

Trying to breathe but the world feels heavier than the rest.

I tell myself I'm fine, but the cracks are showing through,

And every lonely step just brings me back to You.

I'm tired of pretending I don't feel the pain,

I'm close to breaking, God, I whisper Your name...

God, I'm not okay, but I'm still here.

Holding onto hope through the fear.

Even when my faith is thin,

You remind me where I've been.

God, I'm not okay... but I'm still here.

And I know somehow You're near.

I've been carrying the shadows that I never meant to keep,

Trying to smile while my heart forgets to beat.

But every time I fall, You find me in the dark,

Lighting up the hurt inside my fragile heart.

I can't hide the tears that won't disappear,

So I lift my shaking hands, 'cause I know You hear-

God, I'm not okay, but I'm still here.

Holding onto hope through the fear.

Even when my faith is thin,

You remind me where I've been.

God, I'm not okay... but I'm still here.

And I know somehow You're near.

When I'm lost in the fall,

When I can't stand at all,

You stay, You stay with me.

When my strength is gone,

You carry me on-

Your love is where I breathe.

God, I'm not okay, but I'm still here.

And every broken piece feels clearer.

Even when my voice is weak,

You're the peace I'm trying to seek.

God, I'm not okay... but I'm still here.

And You hold me through the tears.