FEAR BASED ART

If my ego inflates will you bruise it

If i play my cards all right

If i roll the dice and i lose it

Will you pick me up tonight

If i keep writing will my story end

Or am i stuck in a loop of pretend

Suffocate me make me choose it

Life or death would i still choose music

If i can't sing like this no more

If my lungs go out will you bore

Am i nothing at my core

Am i a robot am i more

Am i wasting my time i pray I'm not

Will these songs come with me when i rot

Will they outlive me or be forgot

Am i compensating for what i am not

Is BVDMIND my worst enemy

Or the parts that im too scared to face

Will all these words be dead to me

Or am i once again just lost

If I can't sing like this no more

If my lungs go out will you bore

Am I nothing at my core

Am I a robot am I more

If i can't sing like this no more

Am I a robot am i

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I can't be your excuse anymore

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I can't be your excuse anymore

If I can't sing like this no more

I can't be your excuse anymore

Am I nothing at my core

I can't be your excuse anymore