Fade to Gray

I'm so scared of what we are

Even more of what we'll be

We were wasted from the start

These empty bottles empty me

I know it's hard to say goodbye

Even harder to convey

You were the best thing in my life

How could I watch you walk away

Drowning in empathy

And faded memories

Loveless apologies

Are bleeding me

So watch me breakdown

Lose a little of myself

Cause nothing's safe now

Holding on for something else

To keep me grounded, allow it

To take me away

Cause I can't do this, it's useless

I'm fading to gray

Try to burn it to the ground

Light a fire wait and see

Sick of hoping for the worst

Can't breathe inhaling gasoline

What the fuck do I do now?

Is it something I can change?

Puzzle pieces of my life

Scattered like every wasted day

I'm tearing at the seams

There's nothing left of me

I can't keep going on

So watch me breakdown

Lose a little of myself

Cause nothing's safe now

Holding on for something else

To keep me grounded, allow it

To take me away

Cause I can't do this, it's useless

I'm fading to gray

Come on, come on

It's taking me down, taking me out, dissociating

Come on, come on

Losing myself, and everyone else, afraid of everything

Come on, come on

I wanted a change, wanted to leave the complicating

Come on, come on

There's no way out!

So watch me breakdown

Lose a little of myself

I can't keep going on

I can't keep living like this

So watch me breakdown

Lose a little of myself

Cause nothing's safe now

Holding on for something else

To keep me grounded, allow it