I still reach for my phone some nights
Like I forgot you're not alive
I hate the way my brain still hopes
Like love alone could bring you home
Your jacket is still on that chair
I swear it smells just like you there
They say move on, but they don't see
That I'm relearning how to breathe
If I can't feel you anymore
What do I do with all this love
If I can't hold you anymore
Why does this bed still feel like us
If I can't be with you anymore
What do I do with all this love
I'm patiently waiting for you
Until I see you again
I still wake up and call your name
Like everything's still the same
I hate how time keeps proving wrong
The thought that I would just move on
Your picture is still by my bed
I say goodnight to it instead
They say you heal, but honestly
I am just surviving me
If I can't feel you anymore
What do I do with all this love
If I can't hold you anymore
Why does this bed still feel like us
If I can't be with you anymore
What do I do with all this love
I'm patiently waiting for you
Until I see you again
I replay our last goodbye
Like I could change it if I tried
I wonder if you knew that day
How much I needed you to stay
If love could raise the dead
You would be standing here instead
I'm patiently waiting for you
Until I see you again
If I can't feel you anymore
What do I do with all this love
If I can't hold you anymore
Why does this bed still feel like us
If I can't be with you anymore
What do I do with all this love
I'm patiently waiting for you
Until I see you again