The Decision Made Itself

Something I should have done a long time ago

Just kept it hanging over

Somewhere I never went but wanted to go

Out into the open

It was a long year and I wasted it

Now each breath's getting shorter

Get it over with, but I'm not convinced

It will rub my shoulders

Nothing I could have said, my mouth wouldn't move

The words entered my head

Frozen in place like a monument to silent death

Then I'd wake up from a dream of true love and filter it

A far away look like a suspect, nervous in a line up

Stuck in slow-motion until this is through

And it's kill or be killed

I'm facing up to it with nothing to lose

The decision made itself

And I will say, yeah

I will say

I will say, yeah

I will say