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Toh jab zaroorat thi tab main apna khayaal nahi rakh paya
Aur fir is baat ki barabari karne ke liye
Main sabke saath bura pesh aaya
Apne sharm ko bohot chupaya yeh kehkar ki isme meri ek bhalai hai
Par is jhoot ke dabaav se nikal kar yeh khayaal fir waapis aya
Chot kisi ne pohochaya aur maine saza kisi aur ko di
Aur is baat ke ehsaas ke liye ab baaki poori zindagi
Apni aadatein todna toh chahta hu
Par darta hu ki aadatein todne ki ek aadat na lagg jaye fir kahin
Mere zameen se main aasmaan mein dekhta hun
Is zameen se main aasman mein dekhta hu
Ki badlaav ki hawaayein panchiyo ko uda kar le jaati hai
Darr lagta hai jab zehen mujhe unke nazariye se duniya dikhaati hai
Apne vikrit soch mein beshaq takleef hai par use jaanta toh hun
Badlaav ke us paar ka kohra mujhe daraati hai
Bachpan mein apne nanaji ke saath main
Ek gulaabi plastic ke football se khela karta tha
Woh kahin ghumne gaye aur kaha
Tujhe jo chahiye kehde
Toh maine ek naya plastic ka football maang liya
Waapsi ke waqt unka accident ho gaya
Aur ek plastic ka ball ek bus ka wazan kaise sehle?
Darr lagta hai tabse kuch maangne se pehle
Khayr
Main bada hone laga aur samajh aaya ki mujhe nafrat hai bachchon se
Samay laga aur phir samajh aaya ki jalta hun main unke har harkat se
Kyuki mujhe lagta tha ki mera bachpan kahi chinn gaya tha
Aur ab kahin darta hu main bachpan se
Darpok hun main, darta hun main is duniya se
Darta hu kahin main bhi toh nahi shaamil is duniya mein
Darta hun khudse
Darta hun rukke
Aur ruk kar phir darta hun ki duniya aage na badh jaye kahin mujhse
Lekin chalte jaata hun
Main uth jaata hun har subah
Aur khudko phirse koshish karta paata hun
Humesha
Shayad apni kaabiliyat ko main nahi jaanta hun
Apne aapko hi main poori tarah kaha pehchaanta hun?
Toh abse main cheezo ko bas hone dena chahta hun
Bhale poori zindagi main khudko talaashta rahun
Main khudko hazaaron dafa khona chahta hun
Aur hazaro dafa paana chahta hun
Kyuki main manzil dhoondta reh gaya
Apne poore taakat se padke rakha har uss cheez ko
Jinpe samay badlaav na laa sake
Ab chahe woh gussa ho nafrat ho ya darr ho
Kamaal ki bewakoofi thi
Main manzil dhoonta reh gaya
Main khudko bhoolta reh gaya
Kisi manzil par khudko khoj paane ki tamanna mein
Safar ke beech khudme hi ghoorna reh gaya
Aur shayad is sabke dauraan main kabhi khoya hi nahi tha
Jo manzil tha woh safar mein tha, jo tha woh yahin tha
Apne khoj par bechayni thakaan aur tajjub hona zaahir si baat thi
Par yeh khoj kabhi khatm hona hi nahi tha
Khoj par
Humesha