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I caught you standing at the front door, nobody's home
I'm busy doin' nothing, leave me alone
I don't have the patience to pick up the phone
And tell you how my life still ain't my own
I'm fuckin' disgusted, with big introductions
Just save the award show for somebody else
I'm tryna keep up with your perfect assumptions
The pullin' the upset, I don't need the help
'Cause I don't believe
Fairytales were meant for me
So tell me when you leave
And I'll pack up my sanity
How do I, when do I, wake up from this?
Every night, watching my life come down like
Satellites, burning my insides up
I hate it all
If I don't love myself (If I don't love myself)
Then how could you love me?
How could you want me?
How could you say you do? (How could you say you do?)
If I don't love myself (If I don't love myself)
Then why do you love me?
Why do you want me?
Why do you pull me through? (Why do you pull me through?)
Done looking at your perfect family house
And wondering why mine never figured it out
16, tryna pop pills on the couch
Numb then, even more numb right now
What am I? Ugly, lowkey
Must be, world-class, asshole
Really don't trust me
Fucked up, helpless, voicemail, lost cause
Said that I loved her, no shot, she's gone
Walking by the mirror to see if there's anyone inside
I still don't recognize you inside those eyes
How do I, when do I, wake up from this?
Every night, watching my life come down like
Satellites, burning my insides up
I hate it all
If I don't love myself (If I don't love myself)
Then how could you love me?
How could you want me?
How could you say you do? (How could you say you do?)
If I don't love myself (If I don't love myself)
Then why do you love me?
Why do you want me?
Why do you pull me through? (Why do you pull me through?)