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Would you believe me if I told you everything I did was bullshit
Spent too many years tryna fit in with the cool kids
Couldn't be myself, I was fake and I refused it
Didn't realize until I started making music
Come on, take it back, I was in the school gym
With a backpack, going 17 and clueless
Said a lot of things I didn't mean, I was stupid
Never made a change so instead, I made excuses
Growin' up, I know I'll never be a kid again
If I had the chance, I would do it all again
If I did it over, I would never lie again
If I did it over, I would be a better friend
Evil even then, I was never innocent
Fuckin' up was easy, that's why I did it then
Took a look around, found out what I did to them
Felt a lot of guilt, finally I'm getting rid of it
Fit in with the cool kids, fit in with the cool kids
Tried to fit in with the cool kids
Tryna be a cool kid, tryna be a cool kid
I was tryna be a cool kid
Fit in with the cool kids, fit in with the cool kids
Tried to fit in with the cool kids
Tryna be a cool kid, tryna be a cool kid
I was tryna be a cool kid
Different, not the same but I guess I gotta face it
They look at me and treat me like I came here in a spaceship
They never understood me like I spoke a different language
I do not like the past, man I wish I could erase it
Tryna be myself now instead of gettin' sad
I was so alone and there's no forgettin' that
Hopin' it was over, didn't think it'd ever last
But I feel the same after time already passed
It's already too late to change, I can't hide now
Forced to reveal the truth, I feel tied down
Strange to the people, I live in the upside down
Over-feeling shame so fuck it, I might climb out
They say they care about you but really they don't care
They say they care about you but really they don't care
Since I didn't get no love, I got used to the cold air
If you get it, please do not let it go, it's so scarce