Still Haven't Stopped

I still haven't stopped going through hell after what happened

I still haven't got any damn help

Tears in my glass and I'm still asking myself day and night

Why I can't let you go

'Cause after all this time, Lord knows

I've done enough hurting, done enough searching

For the kind of person that you're not

I've done enough dealing with all of your demons

Ain't no telling how many I fought

I'd be in a better place if I could find a way to finally cut you off

'Cause the hardest thing to do is loving you

But I still haven't, I still haven't stopped

If only I could start caring about you

Just as much as you're caring about me

Yeah, 'cause I know if you were in my shoes

Truth is you would be living without these

Nightmares, the one where you keep showing up right here

Trying to give me back the last 25 years

Don't know why I try anymore

Might as well make it 25 more

'Cause I've done enough hurting, done enough searching

For the kind of person that you're not

I've done enough dealing with all of your demons

Ain't no telling how many I fought

I'd be in a better place if I could find a way to finally cut you off

'Cause the hardest thing to do is loving you

But I still haven't stopped

I just can't stop, no, no

I still haven't stopped

I just can't stop, no, no

I still haven't stopped

I still haven't stopped, oh

I've done enough hurting, done enough searching

For the kind of person that you're not

I've done enough dealing with all of your demons

Ain't no telling how many I fought

I'd be in a better place if I could find a way to finally cut you off

'Cause the hardest thing to do is loving you

But I still haven't, I still haven't stopped

(I still haven't) stopped

I still haven't stopped