What If My Mind Is Blind?

What if my mind

Is blind?

Thoughts like sand pass

In an hourglass

My only choice

Is to listen to its noise

But if I could press

Minus

On its volume panels

Would I hear the songs of elves?

Or cries of demons from their cells?

Whispers of a loving God

Or the snoring of my guard?

Who am I in this world-net

Woven by my spider-mind?

A trapped demon forced to forget

Or a lost child of light?

My mind never rests

Building its nets

Tying its threads

Fear with pride

Strongly tied

What if my brain

Is not sane

Just a tool meant to restrain

With pain?

It only works

As electroshocks

Every thought is

A caught hiss

Received from where it is

From somewhere out of here

Imitation of being aware!

Whispers of the divine

Or Satan online

Who am I in this world-net

A prey forced to kneel?

A clueless marionette?

Or a soul bandaged to heal?

'Cause a healed soul gets

How to cut nets

And break threads

Love and hope

Will always unrope