I'm Failing

I can't explain

I might be dying

My hands are shaking blood is burning and I'm laying in the dark on the floor in pain

Jesus please

Why are you crying?

Because I'm different and I'm distant and I'm telling you that I cannot hold onto it

Hey!

I'm failing

To be

Hey!

I'm failing

I'm on my knees

If mother knew she wouldn't love you like she did before

I hope you never have to see what it was traded for

Like drinking with the money for the food you can't afford

Is this the life you had to leave for

Hey!

I'm failing. To please

Hey!

I'm failing. I'm on my knees

Please don't slip

Please don't slip

This shattered progress makes a puzzle the pieces won't adhere to growth

I was surprised cause back then I thought I knew what I wanted most

But If nothing changes when you breakdown you're coping better than I coped

I still wonder what I wondered when I was barely on the road

I'm failing

Please don't slip