Trying to Be OK

Ask myself what I miss more the thought of you

Or you walking out the door

Through the late fights and loud nights, I Don't know why I even cry

I didn't know we had a love that could hurt this deep What do you expect

When you've given everything

I don't know how much my heart can take I've been trying to get by but it's fake

It's not like I would take you back

Or things would be the same

I got to give it to you, you left your mark

Now I'm trying to be ok

I've lost remembrance of your face

All the times you cursed me have filled its place

People say I'm the best they've seen

Guess man looks different when he finally breathes

But you seem closer than you ever did before

Then again we feel when the spirits poor

I don't know how much my heart can take

I've been trying to get by but it's fake

It's not like I would take you back

Or things would be the same

I got to give it to you, you left your mark

Now I'm trying to be ok

I didn't know we had a love that even went this deep

Guess its makes sense when you give her everything

You Want a fight to make yourself feel justified

But truth has a sound and its own battle cry

I hope you are somewhere not ok

Hope the memory of us haunts your brain

Don't come running back

It will never be the same

I got to give it to you love

You left your mark

I don't know how much my heart can take

I've been trying to get by but it's fake

It's not like I would take you back

Or things would be the same

I got to give it to you, you left your mark

Now I'm trying to be ok