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Held in the arms of a tyrant
Excising my heart with sharpened teeth
Spitting out a guilty conscience
Do you savor in my call?
Hoping I'll break the surface
Turning back to you
Despite the depths of my fall
I'm seeing in clarity
Who I'm meant to be
If I give you my life
No thought for if I die
Will you stand by my side?
Or turn the other way
I can't go back to who I was before
A specter, a counterfeit of myself
(I'm broken at the core)
Thoughts swirling like a hurricane
I've no escape
I'm in the eye of the storm just waiting
For the winds to ravage me
The tempest inside
Present when I close my eyes
It's draining my life
I'm so fucking tired
(Caught in a cycle)
(Caught in a cycle)
It's 4 in the morning
And I'm lying
Staring at the walls again
Sleep feels like a phantom
Just within reach
Passing through my fingertips
If I give you my life
No thought for if I die
Will you stand by my side?
Or turn the other way
I can't go back to who I was before
A specter, a counterfeit of myself
I'm broken at the core
Held in the arms of a tyrant
The guilt in my heart growing like a disease
Fed by the pain I have cause you
Your words are malignant and filled with self-servicing
If I give you my life
No thought for if I die
Will you stand by my side?
If I give you my life
No thought for if I die
Will you stand by my side?
Or turn the other way
I can't go back to who I was before
A specter, a counterfeit of myself
I'm broken at the core