Decent

I'm thinking that might be genetic

Had to find another method

Just to let go and destress

Or I destroy

So worried 'bout tryna be the best

Now I'm decoy

Letting go my secrets

Now you see me how I see myself

I'm so terrified

You'll hate the same things I hate in myself

I'm saying

Please don't tell me everything

That you think I am

'Cause you used to say I'm good

And now you don't give a damn

I hope when you hear this

You can tell me what I can't

Gone air out all your grievance

'Cause I've been doing decent

It's hard to look you in the eyes but

I've been doing decent

Yeah, I can't follow my own advice but

I've been doing decent

Man, I swear it's not a lie that

I've been doing decent

I've been doing decent

I've been doing decent

I've been doing

Somewhere in the middle of it

Little bit of heartbreak

But that ain't really troubling?

A therapist could make

Some bands off me

That's if I ever understand

That I need more than just me

I need to

I need to let this shit go

I say that I need to grow

But I run grooves in my floor

I say that I'm gone change

I say I ain't the same

But you pick any damn year

And this song still sound the same

And that line hits

And I don't like that shit

I can't cry in front of your face

I put my tears all right here

Oh you wanna know my mind

Know my heart?

Know my fears?

Damn, don't know there's a line?

That shit start way back there

That shit start way back there

I'm still healing childhood wounds

Lost myself a long time ago

Hope I find him soon

Love myself way too much

I wonder how I could love you

Asking questions way too much

You wanna know how I'm doing?

I'm doing

I've been doing

Oooh, I've been doing

I swear that I've been doing

I've been doing

I've been doing

I've been doing

I've been doing