I Guess This Is Fucking Up

I swore I'd never feel this way forever.

I swore I'd never feel this way again.

And I'm getting scared that two people can never make it together.

I know we're all selfish but sometimes I'm more than most.

I'm losing touch, I'm losing hope, I'm losing what I want most.

I'm running scared, become aware that nothing comes close.

I waited and waited until it was too late.

I regret til the end.

I swore I'd never feel this way.